Not too sure when it happened. One day while talking about children, it was decided by D and myself that we wanted to have more children. Even just one. So, here we are. A couple months later and slightly depressed about the situation.
I (although I live like a "mid-30s" yr old) am only 23 yrs old. I have had one successful pregnancy/delivery. All tests have always come back normal. Healthy and Energetic : I AM!
D just turned 36. Participated in the genetics of one healthy child. D has a few health problems that may effect our ability to have a child together. These problems have come about within the last 10years.
It would be (what we would consider) a "miracle" if we were to be "with child" at this point.
For a while we had said we didn't want another child. We didn't want to take away from that ones that we have already. I do believe that the majority of our "reason" for not wanting one of our own before was due to our families not wanting us to have more. Sorry if that got confusing. Very few members of our family support or think its a good idea for us to have a child. Thats depressing.
Why would a grandparent not want more grandkids?
Oh well, our decision. We want one. We pray that God might answer our prayers. We pray that any ailments that may interfere with having a child would be healed. We ,as a couple, have faith that God and only God can help us in this situation. And that God will. If it happens to be that it is not in Gods will for us to have a child, that we may find peace in that also. Miracles happen. And faith makes it possible to see the miracles in life.
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